Still, trying to make yourself forget someone, isn't something easy peasy. I experienced it. How does it feels? Awful! Knowing that you won't have him or her, knowing that he or she doesn't belong to you anymore, knowing that he or she had forgotten you. Knowing that he or she doesn't love you anymore, Knowing that... How could one forget about it so easily? Well, honestly, after so many years, I haven't. Not yet. Not now. Yeah i know it's way long but seriously it wasn't easy. Especially for me. *I hoped nobody ever sees this except you(Jia Yee & Eevee). XD* It wasn't the fact that I still L*** him. No! It's the memories that we shared... The bitter ones, the sweet ones. How two people are having fun. How you laugh How you smile How you fight and How you split.. Suffocating is what it is. See? Forgetting someone is nevereasy . However, I, still need to confront with it, bare with it so, to let it flow away one by one, little by little. But what if I still remembers it up until the day that I die? I'll let it be. If my heart wanted it so much to keep this memories, I will not fight it or go against it for the fact that I won't be able to win my heart. For some time, I wonder does he still remember me? A~nyway, it doesn't matter. Of course I wouldn't want him to forget me but you can't control it if you want it. So, that's it. I wissssshhhhh youuuuuuu forget me not. X)
Love,
June